nah herb in large amounts (Oz a week! that purchased and smocked never sold)plus my work inviroment didn't help
then seen car crusing round town old lady owner was there sunday drive car
so had chat made offer which my father paid and i promised my him to give it up
been clean 2 years after couple relapse and a visit from crisis unit (suscide prevention unit)
but have got life together brought house changed job.
still building car and looking at buying another that i've been wanting for along time