yeah thats true, you do what you can for work thats no problem..you won't starve
but don't forget that you gotta be ready to live on the retainer for the first 3 - 4 months without commission at most places in order for them to hire you...you gotta prove yourself during this time to cement your position and then they'll give you all the benefits...but each place is different...once you get your foot in you'll be right